Every night I perform this monologue on Twitter to annoy my followers.
Everyone gets the idea I'm stressed, sigh.
Coffee is turning from an incentive to a necessity now.
I'm afraid, and not without reasons, that even after the exams are over, I'd still be relying on coffee to keep my awake past 10.
It's ridiculous because I actually feel sleepy at 10.
Not fun to have tears steaming down your cheeks from all the yawning and trying to resist taking coffee.
Caffeine is like a integral part of me now and that is very bad.
I do not propagate the use of coffee to stimulate an alert mind for studying, it's just very unhealthy.
And honestly, even after taking coffee, I would still feel tired after a short while.
Coffee is not God's way of increasing the population of bats amongst mankind, it's just another drink.
And who am I to comment when I attempt suicide with 4 cups of coffee each day?
Literature is attempting to suck all my guts out.
I really have no talent for Lit, and my mind just goes into a state of slumber whenever I open the Lit book.
I secretly admire those who can easily chant the lines of Crucible because they enjoy the text.
For me, I just can't find their sort of enjoyment in Literature.
But then again, I wonder how well I would do for Geography anyway.
As I was explaining to Chong, I tend to memorise things very vaguely as a whole picture, and not the intricate details that subjects like Geog are seeking.
So though I can get the vague picture of a meander in my head, I can't really go about memorising the details of it's formation.
I find it such a struggle to remember details. Which is the very reason why my marks just go MIA everytime I receive my Geography paper.
Then again Peipei, you might die doing History.
While people weigh the advantages in taking each subject and their respective strengths in each of them, I consider the odds of dying for each of the humanities subjects then make a very important decision of choosing the combination in which I might suffer less in.
That is way amidst all the torture and tormenting, I remain very steadfast to my humanities combination "Core Lit with Elect Geog" and view it as the best combi simply because when I imagine myself taking other combinations, I am so certain I would die. Ultimately, your friend over here just doesn't have the kind of mental capacity to do Humanities.
"Then why didn't you take the Triple Science 8 Subjects Combination!"
Good question, but very ironically I need to study for Literature now so I shall answer that when I feel like it.