These few days could have been the worst days of my life.
A well-kept secret, 10 years worth of lies, explodes into light in my face.
Spiraling into a whirlwind of realisations and the truth, they tear my hope apart.
Why is it that while walking into the light, my heart is heavy with darkness plodding mercilessly all over?
I hope that in time to come, time heals all open wounds.
May the light of the Lord shine into the darkness, may His love heal me.
May my heart now be filled with sorrow, may the storms clear into clear skies.
May the words no longer cut, may I still feel happiness.
May God be forgiving, I plead for His mercy.
Lord, let me live, let me believe, and let me see.
Take comfort in the Lord, and may He bring you peace.
There was a time, when men were kind
And their voices were soft
And their words were inviting
There was a time, when love was blind
And the world was a song
And the song was exciting
There was a time it all went wrong
I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted
But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame
He slept a summer by my side
He filled my dreams with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came
And still I dream he'd come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather
I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed
I dreamed a dream- Les Miserables.