And that's all I've been feeling these days.

The feeling doesn't fade away, and I might become miserable.

I will try and am trying, but I don't know for how long.

I can't find any motivation to do Lit.

Chrysalids is like so childish against Crucible.

I apologise to any Chrysalids fans out there, personal opinion.

It's a good read, but it's such a hassle to study it.

There's like a climax in every one of it's 17 chapters.

And within climax there may be a few of this consistent themes that runs throughout the novel.

And there are so many many themes to study and more quotes to chant about.

To add to that, I have Act 1 of crucible to tackle.

Crucible is fun because of it's very interesting plot, hahaha scandals.

It's got more depth, nice play to watch, not too kind on my brain cells.

Math, Physics, Bio are going to come hand in hand to exterminate any brain cells that SS and Chem forgot about.

Notice the lack of mention of Geog and Lit, well I simply decided to crap for those papers and get a good laugh out of it while crapping incessantly throughout the paper.

Don't know how I am going to laugh while getting the results, so I'm seizing every chance to laugh now while I can and not think of the consequences.

PLEASE, I NEED TO GET MY NERD MODE ON.