I'd probably gotten over it.
My indifference scares me.
Some friends are more important in every aspect.
You'd say 'what's the difference?'
The difference is that she haven't tried tearing my social circle from inside out,
she haven't tried making my own friends turn their backs at me,
she haven't insisted that I'm not worthy.
she haven't made people try to doubt me.
And because of everything she haven't, she is my friend, and a very important friend indeed.
And because of everything you aren't, don't try comparing yourself to her.
Stop it, you know who I'm talking about, I've had enough.
Stop using her to find excuses for yourself, for goodness sake do you even know her?

You've ruined whatever image I once had, singlehandedly.
But like what I'd came up with in the showers,
"a shapeless reflection forms no image"
Ingenious phrases just forms in the mist of the showers, should be overdose on water vapour.