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mercy
If I could be any part of you, I'd be your tears
Conceived in your heart
Born in your eyes
Live on your cheeks
And die on your lips


Tuesday, April 20, 2010, 1:02 AM
unearthly hours

Today was practically the worse day ever.
The day kicked off with Physics which happens to be my number hated subject now.
and then I was scolded cos I didn't put in effort into my workbook.
truthfully, he's right for scolding me, it's the truth.
So I spent today sulking and thinking about how I am going to attempt to do physics,
and somehow revise my wilful ways and start making some sense out of my life.

Had fun with sheng yu on the way home cos we decided that it'll be fine to just run out of school in the rain.
and it was so heavy, i couldn't see what was in front of me, so I was just blindly running forward, hoping I don't hit something
I almost hit this pole this at the bus-stop but thank goodness i stopped.
So okay, we were drenched but it was fun
we were drenched in the kind of omg-soaking-wet way
I think I should indulge in my inner child sometimes, maybe that's the pathway to sanity.

I realise that we can actually choose to be happy instead of being sad and emo all the time.
Life is as short as it gets, and being sad simply makes it seem even shorter and unbearable.
Since we're going to live life once, might as well make the best out of the time we have.
Those are just preacher-words, but think about it, it's true to a certain extent.
I can choose not to be upset or depressed, but what are the odds of eliminating them?
None, cos we're humans. And one thing we're blessed with is how we're more intelligent (or so it seems) to be able to express our feelings and emotions.
It's human nature to cry and laugh.
Imagine feeling sad about something but you don't have the mental capacity to show it...

Since I feel so inspired today, I will try to love physics and my studies for once (yeah, probably just once)