There's one thing I'm pretty sure of,
and that is we would never go back in time.
So.. I spent ten minutes reading the notes and cards and rubbish that my friends gave me and I spent the next 40 minutes crying like wts.
Yeah, I'm that free. Sigh, there's nothing much I can do with one eye swelling and the other blurred.
Anyways, life's got to go on.
So I was packing my cupboard and I found like the whole bag of them
Then I started reading them, seriously wrong move.
Crying is totally supposed to be out of my realm now that my eyes are already like uhm.. damaged?
I guess the notes just made me think about the old times.
Okay, starting to sound emo.
Oh well, not like crying would change anything. So I just got to accept it and move on.
However, I don't feel all that sorry and emotional over a constant in my life.
I still hate the fact that Ms V. changed our seats.
I'm going to miss talking (mainly rubbish) to Ducky during lessons.
But after changing seats I realise I still miss Nina more.
HAHHAHAHA, I guess she's the only one that can stand my mood swings.
Mainly cos hers are scary.....jkjk
I'll probably like sleep and slack in class from now on.
Cos I seriously can't see anything on the board with my eyes like that.
UGH, SCREW MY LIFE.
In conclusion, my life is reduced to nothing now and I find no motivation to study or do anything productive apart from sleeping and conserving energy.
I need to get my momentum back. Stressed like an orange, ugh.