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mercy
If I could be any part of you, I'd be your tears
Conceived in your heart
Born in your eyes
Live on your cheeks
And die on your lips


Tuesday, April 6, 2010, 11:03 PM
recapturing

There's one thing I'm pretty sure of,
and that is we would never go back in time.

So.. I spent ten minutes reading the notes and cards and rubbish that my friends gave me and I spent the next 40 minutes crying like wts.
Yeah, I'm that free. Sigh, there's nothing much I can do with one eye swelling and the other blurred.
Anyways, life's got to go on.
So I was packing my cupboard and I found like the whole bag of them
Then I started reading them, seriously wrong move.
Crying is totally supposed to be out of my realm now that my eyes are already like uhm.. damaged?
I guess the notes just made me think about the old times.
Okay, starting to sound emo.
Oh well, not like crying would change anything. So I just got to accept it and move on.
However, I don't feel all that sorry and emotional over a constant in my life.

I still hate the fact that Ms V. changed our seats.
I'm going to miss talking (mainly rubbish) to Ducky during lessons.
But after changing seats I realise I still miss Nina more.
HAHHAHAHA, I guess she's the only one that can stand my mood swings.
Mainly cos hers are scary.....jkjk
I'll probably like sleep and slack in class from now on.
Cos I seriously can't see anything on the board with my eyes like that.
UGH, SCREW MY LIFE.

In conclusion, my life is reduced to nothing now and I find no motivation to study or do anything productive apart from sleeping and conserving energy.
I need to get my momentum back. Stressed like an orange, ugh.