I haven't been to your blog for such a long time because I've long ago lost the courage to click on your link and when I finally did just now, I lost myself.

Then when I read your posts, I find myself lost in my own emotions.

I realise the last time I cried, it was because of our friendship.

and just like how history had repeated itself, I'm crying because of our friendship.

Having you as a friend was a blessing.

Thanks for everything you've done for me.

I realise whenever I get upset, I end up having the both of us crying.

I thought we had no secrets between us.

On the contrary, you're one of those I am most reserved towards.

Now that I think of it, we never really got to know each other before we threw ourselves into this big gossiping frenzy.

I'm such a big disappointment. And when I know about it, it was all too late.

There were times I thought I couldn't live without you.

At times I felt like I was breaking apart.

But now, this seem to be proving otherwise.

We could live through 3-hour long practices not saying anything.

Was our friendship really held by a string?

Then I thought, even superglue couldn't keep myself together.

Sometimes, I get so used to having you around, it felt weird when you're gone.

I guess it's not a big surprise if I say you're one of my most cherished friends.

One of those I took comfort in and loved the most.

Because of this, I've caused a burden on your shoulders I could not see and you wouldn't say.

I'm so sorry,but I know no matter how many apologies I say. It'll never be enough.