shit-ness
peipei aggravated matters
well,actually she do most of the time

i had the whole night thinking
and surprisingly i can wake up at 9am despite the fact that i went to bed at 1am yesterday
and technically slept at 4 cos i heard my sister go out and drink water
which is around that time
now my head is like swirling for some reason
great

good news;
i didnt dream about bikes
bad news;
i dreamt about something else

if fiorina's in singapore,
i suggest you really call her and talk instead of msn
cos..
her replies are really slow-.=
i waited till 1am yesterday just to get her to reply me
then at 1am, still no reply
i only got the offline messages today-.=
i was 3 hours off my supposedly sleeping time at 11
actually it was 10, but i normally take the last hour to rush homework or whatsover
so yeah
FIORINA RAYENNNNNNNNN!

well, anyway
i pondered and pondered and read and read
then i suddenly realise
something i should hav realised long ago,
that whenever i start to read chat logs
and read the contents
i either end up crying or start getting mad again and thinking how to screw the person up
or sometimes, both
damn, i shouldn't have read it yesterday
cos right
my eyes were puffy after all that pathetic sobbing that no one knew
then i immdiately went to bed at 1am
technically 4
and so
my eyes had already suffered from the crying/late night
so today
my eyes seem lifeless
you know, dead fish eyes that ms ong always say
yeah
and it's half closed i couldn't open it
and add-ons to my dark circles from the common test revisions
(actually i don't really study till that late, the most is just 10pm..)

so great,
puffy eyed peipei
..

~toodles

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