okay
with reference to my title..

the first of two
its less significant actually
im freaking sick
running a fatass fever of 40 degrees
OH NO!
and i think i'll meet some of my best friends.
namely, the needle, hospital bed and a sick peipei
HAHA! THIS IS JUST GREAT!
i may miss the atom meeting
DAMMIT
ive been looking forward to it
DAMNDAMN
i thought i'll be alright
like some typical cough that will get well after some cough syrup
seriously, i should have considered worst
GAHHHHHHHHHHH
i hate being sick
):

and the second one
its uncomfirmed but..
miss ong may be leaving))))))))))))):
NO WAY!
shes so nice
even though she told me to put a bucket over my head
but
i don't want her to leave
no! no!
she can't leave..no..
she wrote is an email
and i was filled with tears
i mean
she's my first conductor
and no way! she's so nice..
NONONONONONONONO!
actually
i thought if i haven't wrote it down,
i told this would be all a joke
but now, it's certain
DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
i'll miss miss ong very much
and i really really hope she would come back
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her legacy shall remain
(okay, sounds wrong, but i can't think of anything better)