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mercy
If I could be any part of you, I'd be your tears
Conceived in your heart
Born in your eyes
Live on your cheeks
And die on your lips


Thursday, December 11, 2008, 7:59 AM
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don't ask me why i have such a stupid title,
it's just because i've got no more energy to think of a nice one.

honestly, i can start crying now
like WTH
i'm sick at this time of the year
and it's not those kind of little little things like flu, cough
i'm actually suspecting that i've contracted either one of the following:-
1. bird flu 
2. dengue fever
3. bronchitis (is it correct? i don't bother to check the spelling)

and even if it's not right,
i've been having fever since like 3 days ago
and it never actually went down
even with the medicine
i tried to self-medicate, by taking the medicine that the doctor gave me like almost a year ago
which didn't work of course, i was still running that %^&*(*&^%$%^& fever
so i went to the doctor's
and asked for another type of medicine with a higher dosage
HAHA, i was trying to act smart
then i started feeling terribly nauseous and cold
and i was practically shivering
and my body temperature dropped to like 35 degrees
and i happily thought this was the end of it -.-
by midnight the fever came back, near 40 degrees
it's like
for the past few days
my fever always manage to subside by the end of the day
but comes back after i sleep
so it's damn irritating
and i have to stand the disgusting taste of the antibiotic
and the stupid fever medicine that makes me damn cold
so i suspect over-dosage
so much for trying to be smart
and the stupid cough
it's like, you take in one breath,one cough once.
cough until my face all red and i lost my voice
i tried singing Amazing Grace, and i sound like a man-.-
great lorh.

my grandma wants me to go to the hospital
damn
i hate hospitals
cos they have all the facilities
like needles, blahblah
i hate needles
-pouts

it's not nice to be sick
):
i just hope i don't get admitted

i'll sms yuru if i do
don't ask me why
i just like sms-ing her(:

it's like, i don't get sick easily
cos my immune system is not that bad
so when i do get sick
it's normally virus
which means i may just die
little illnesses like cough, flu
i can just sleep and i'll be alright
but this cough is like arghhhh, so terrible
so i can be 60% sure it's bronchitis
GREAT
and i missed the atom meeting
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh