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mercy
If I could be any part of you, I'd be your tears
Conceived in your heart
Born in your eyes
Live on your cheeks
And die on your lips


Sunday, November 23, 2008, 10:13 PM

ive lost many things in my short 13 years on this cruel earth
but ive never felt this lost

i could only stare in disbelief
at the screen
and all the ugly words ive typed
how hurting, how cruel
and the tears start welling up
and the regrets start kicking in
but regrets, they often come too late

/edit

the orange thing is blinking again
for once, i couldn't even bring myself to click it
and with every movement on the keys
such effort
it overwhelms me

i look at myself,
is that really me?
had i not changed?
so much, too much