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mercy
If I could be any part of you, I'd be your tears
Conceived in your heart
Born in your eyes
Live on your cheeks
And die on your lips


Friday, October 31, 2008, 9:16 PM
surprisingly, the tears came down smoother than i thought

really what qis said got me thinking
"why are you being so defensive anyway? if you know that you did nothing wrong/"
yeah, i did nothing wrong
thats true..
seriously, i dont know myself

maybe ive cared too much about myself
maybe i just couldnt stand this anymore
maybe..
maybe..

i was never this troubled in primary school
and i dont know why trouble like to come and find me
this sucks
this sucks bigtime

i hate the feeling of being left out
i hate being left out
i hate being accused
i hate being ignored
i hate being misunderstood

i guess these are the reasons that have set me off like a bomb

the tears came down so naturally
there absolutely no effort made
they just flowed down my cheeks
as i as stared at the screen, returning her response
there was no anger, no sorrow, no feelings
i was at peace
the feeling was great
maybe i should cry more often
cry my night away

when my saw your personal message
my heart sank
i had never thought..
i had never thought..
perhaps ive been ignorant about things
it hit me like a tidal wave
and all my feelings surged
my stomach cringed and the feeling was terrible
ive lost a friend
yet again, yet again

but i did not feel pain
nor did i feel sorrow
i felt immense joy
i finally got to know how fast people change
and a smile is often a way of camouflage

everyone want to be loved
so do i
everyone want to feel good
so do i
everyone want to be appreciated
so do i

i want those
yes i do
but i was never given those
no
i didnt choose to feel this way
i didnt choose to be hated
i didnt choose to be treated this way
no i didnt

i guess thats how misunderstandings come about
lack of understanding
people in general, are shallow about most things
shallow; a word to describe

im straightforward
i dont beat about the bush
i dont hide my emotions
i show it all out
i dont put up an act
i let my heart show me the way

friday night and the lights are low
looking out for a place to go

its friday night
wheres your ultimate destination?