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Thursday, October 23, 2008, 4:29 PM
the sun forgot to shine today.. but you gave me the light to carry on
using one of my old titlesHEHEHhad some peanut butter waffles before coming homeits the small things that makes me happyaccept it; im not your average girlCLEAN AND GREEN DAY!!!just went to the auditoriumand did some ten-minute clean upyea, so simpleand i love it!miss lin talked to me todayim confused nowsuper confusedi mean, though, yesshe did do all thosebut i really don't want to see anything happen to heri mean, however much i dislike her right now,i wont like this kind of outcome.but miss lin would judge this matterso i shall not worry.perhaps ive overlooked the mattermaybe i should have done something about thisbut i didn'tnext time,i guess i should just go against my better judgementwith this kind of thingsim still frustrated over this matterand i wont tell anyone about what i think anymoredue to fio's episodeNEVER.maybe keeping it all in is still the besti think..at least no one will be affected by how i feeland nothing will happenno one would be pissedi wont be pissed from all the freaking-but-i-dont-even-care atmosphere she's been giving mehave you been in a situationwhere theres full of activity around you.you want to join in, its alluringbut you dont dare to approachthough you know them so muchyet still, its toughyou shun away, they ignoreyou hate yourself for being such a loserconfides in a friendshe scolds you; not bothered about youyet you thought you found a true friendone day,you feel your insides crumbling,its painfulbut theres no remedythe pain stays,your soul leavesand you dream of a placewhere no unhappiness existshave you been in such a situation?i hate myself more than i hate everyone elsei give up, i give up everything.
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Hello, I'm Peileepei
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Thursday, October 23, 2008, 4:29 PM
the sun forgot to shine today.. but you gave me the light to carry on
using one of my old titlesHEHEHhad some peanut butter waffles before coming homeits the small things that makes me happyaccept it; im not your average girlCLEAN AND GREEN DAY!!!just went to the auditoriumand did some ten-minute clean upyea, so simpleand i love it!miss lin talked to me todayim confused nowsuper confusedi mean, though, yesshe did do all thosebut i really don't want to see anything happen to heri mean, however much i dislike her right now,i wont like this kind of outcome.but miss lin would judge this matterso i shall not worry.perhaps ive overlooked the mattermaybe i should have done something about thisbut i didn'tnext time,i guess i should just go against my better judgementwith this kind of thingsim still frustrated over this matterand i wont tell anyone about what i think anymoredue to fio's episodeNEVER.maybe keeping it all in is still the besti think..at least no one will be affected by how i feeland nothing will happenno one would be pissedi wont be pissed from all the freaking-but-i-dont-even-care atmosphere she's been giving mehave you been in a situationwhere theres full of activity around you.you want to join in, its alluringbut you dont dare to approachthough you know them so muchyet still, its toughyou shun away, they ignoreyou hate yourself for being such a loserconfides in a friendshe scolds you; not bothered about youyet you thought you found a true friendone day,you feel your insides crumbling,its painfulbut theres no remedythe pain stays,your soul leavesand you dream of a placewhere no unhappiness existshave you been in such a situation?i hate myself more than i hate everyone elsei give up, i give up everything.
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