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mercy
If I could be any part of you, I'd be your tears
Conceived in your heart
Born in your eyes
Live on your cheeks
And die on your lips


Thursday, October 16, 2008, 8:21 PM
overwhelming silence

i cant stand this anymore
must you all start talking to me asking me like,
"hey, stop scolding them ok?"
please
you dun know the entire situation dun come tell me what to do
and esp when you only heard one side of the story
you cant possibly judge a person that way
ok, no matter what i say like you all will understand
cos you all never do
and ill never expect you people would anyway
since you all side them so much

and ive never scolded them
so dont come ask me this stupid question
its after choir,
im tired and pissed
and that means you ask and i'll start scolding you no matter who you are
so stop it, ive got enough pressure on me now
i can feel myself breaking down inside
with all the accusations and nasty remarks
please, just stop them
i may go crazy one day

i know what to do myself
so dun come tell me what i should do to salvage this situation
i know myself,i know what i want

and ive got enough nasty remarks about me
i dun mind them,you are free to have opinions about me
but firstly,
dun insult my friends in front of me
and secondly,
dun talk so loudly abt what you think of me like the whole world can hear, and expect me to reflect or what.
ill reflect, but still? does it make a difference to your life?
so keep your opinions to yourself, i dun need to know them

do you know how much pressure im under now?
clearly, you don't
and you start scolding me this kind of thing you think ill be happy?
you all seriously think i have no feelings?
i cry every night you all know?
i feel that the world is all against me you all care?
NO. YOU DON'T
you dun care about my feelings at all
never ever, did you all ask abt MY feelings
never ever, did you all ask abt how I feel